So long ago
i thought i rid of your ghost.
thought i had finally gotten over you
because it meant nothing to me
when you were with those other girls.
I've gotten angry at you
time and time again
and told myself you mean nothing,
and I'm moving on
with a smile on my face.
I've relapsed and
wanted revenge on what you had
done on me,
but that's not me to hurt someone
like that,
the way you hurt me.
as much as i want you to see
how much you hurt me,
i don't have it in me to
treat you the way you treated me.
i wish you could see
how bad you hurt me,
and how much i had lost my mind
but I'll always be
back here,
sitting around wondering
when am i ever going to get over you?
