I've dealt with boys
that played with my heart
and took me for granted.
they broke me
and messed up my vision
of looking forward,
so i walked around with my head down,
giving up on love.
years of thinking
i don't deserve much
has been hammered into my head
and i start to believe
all the people's words around me,
dumming me down to nothing.
been picking myself up
each time i fall down,
not knowing that another one
will come walking by and
throw me down on the floor once again.
but i start to think of you
and realize,
you've been there the whole time
and I've been so blind
while you were right in front of my eyes.
all these years
you've been within my reach
and now you're back after all the heartache and pain.
maybe you're my chance
that i keep on missing out on.
and you know what they say,
"if it comes back it's yours."
but i look at you and think that maybe,
just maybe,
i do deserve some good.
or maybe you're just another heartbreak
waiting to happen.
