To my love Lisa, I fell in love with you the first time we spoke. When I first heard you voice on the phone is soothing, it was a voice from the heavens full of smiles and laughter. I said to myself I am falling in love with a woman have not met yet, but that was not my fear. My true fear was falling in love with you. As time past I said I had to meet you soon because I needed to feel you in person, that day came to me. My dream came true, when I first saw you I was nervous, happy, and yet shy. Like a boy in a toy store I had you in my arms. When I first had you the taste of you lips and soft skin was intoxicating. I knew it then that I was in trouble, because I would always want you forever. The first night was a dream for my having your body next to mine. I remember having you body on top of mine. I was in heaven, and told God if he took me that tonight I would be fine because I was in peace. For all the hours that turned into days, the days turned into weeks, months turing into years. I was in love with you and only you Lisa. To touch your skin, kiss your soft, to smell your scent, kiss your lips to feel you in me is and will always be like a dream, for I have had you a woman that is truly full of love. My love became deeper, only to lose my mind of wanting forever. Like a child that would brake his favorite beloved toy out of anger, only to cry for his mother to buy him the same one. Now that I have awoken from my dreams, of losing you I live in my nightmare of not having you again. Know that you were my Butterfly soft to the touch and delicate. And I will set you free from my arms only wishing that you will return again in my dreams to awaken from my nightmare of losing you.
