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by xxxclarizaxxx Sep 17, 2009 category : Sadness, depression / lost relationships
Wen we first started talking i thought you were interesting so i kept talking to you and we just seemed to be connecting i didn't connect with people the way i did with you but i guess you were different and thats something new too you started saying things that were so sweet and the next few weeks you just swept me off my feet i didnt know wat was going on at first i thought i found a new friend but come to think of it i started to feel something for you in the end we kept talking and everything seemed fine but then you just started to say things that were over the line you said you werent drunk you said you were ok but wat am i to believe wat am i meant to say you said you didnt care about anything about me even when i was hurting deep in my heart you see that made everything worse and i didnt know wat to think anymore i thought you were the one but right now im not sure you hurt me so much and this was cuz you were drunk you say sorry the next day but you did it again and i just shrunk i kept forgiving you and i dont know y but everytime you said it again every sorry seemed like a lie i thought breaking up would make it ok but i seem to be hurt more and more day by day i dont know why im still in love with you but im so confused and i really dont know what to do ive been thinking about you over and over again i wanna be with you so all this could end i know now that the sorries you said were true and im so so sorry i just really wanna be with you!!!