Life Upon Itself

F**k the war, f**k the bulls**t, live for peace
f**k the drugs and f**k the gangs followers are never ending
hustle and steal, kill and never continue living
a memory they turn never make sense but it's what I'm feeling what I'm thinking
never talk bad upon another never pull a trigger towards another
stand up be myself let the words flow let the stress release
when will it ever end when will my life amend
keep running towards the light, trying to make it alright
I get them girls but it's not what I'm about, real talk
I live for me, no bi**h is gonna get me nowhere, I gotta stand and walk
wishing to be a kid once more you look at them and I adore
life to them is one big mystery, and they want to learn
but it's the reality that hits us as we grow, the pain that burns
soldiers fighting war is never ending people fighting for rights
molesters and murders, how they sleep at night
no one ever knows the questions of life, we continue to ask
a blast from the past, we all know catches up to us
learn from your mistakes and let everything play out, gain trust
gain acceptance gain what you never had
life is full of emotions, happy, anger, things that drive you mad
go through pain of love go through pain of losing loved ones
do they go to he** or heaven above, do they truly look out for us, or is it done
are they gone forever never to see their loved ones grow
would my aunt truly be proud, will she see me walk at graduation, take a bow
I wonder I ask, will she be there by my side to take my hand when I take my final breath
or is she just gone, not a soul around, will she be there when it's my time to rest
questions never stop I continue to ask I continue to wonder
I guess I'll never know but I guess I'll continue to grow
I'll continue to let the words flow, & I'll continue to strive
I'll continue to be me, for life is life and it moves on
with or without us dusk till dawn
the rest is up to us, make life or let it kill you
no matter what just be yourself!