There for you

I was always there for you,
from needing a pencil to a hug.
but you never noticed me as a lover,
I tried to impress you by acting like a thug,
which you never paid attention to.
my heart would hurt when you would flirt,
it would kill me inside.
but I had to remember you weren't mine.
your boyfriend just had you so he can say he had a girl,
he didn't know how to appreciate you,
all he was waiting for was to lay you.
while I loved you.
I tried to show you that I could love you.
but you only thought of me as a friend,
I could of been more than just a friend.
but all I see myself is being a loser.
the pain of loving you would kill me inside,
so I pulled the trigger,
and I stop suffering,
but now I see you crying,
thinking why you didn't give me a chance.
even though, I forgive you.
just remember,
I was there for you.