I feel so sad,
I cried for my dad.
He doesn't seem to care,
That I am even there.
I love him so much,
I just seem so lost.
Alone in my room I cry.
For hours and hours, my eyes turn red.
My head starts to pound.
I have nothing.
So I listen to the sound coming from my heart.
I hear nothing.
Iam alone forever and I don't know what to do.
So I grab a knife...
Standing in my room, waiting to end my life.
But before I did, I wrote a letter,
Telling my family how they never made things better.
"You were not there for me,
Did you even see?
The look on my face when you said, you don't care.
Me looking at the floor with tears in my eyes,
Trying so hard not to cry.
Did you even notice how my grades are in school?
All you would say, is that "your trying to be cool."
No I was not.
You know... you make my heart ache a lot?
I've tried to talk to you before,
But you just like to ignore it.
So today this will all stop,
And I will be out of your life.
That whats you wanted right?
Me out of your damn sight.
So when you see me one the floor,
Say no more,
Because I am done."
