I am Deceased

Close your eyes
revert your smile
cause I'll be staying
for a while.

kept inside
to hide away
I was wasted
every day.

you seem happy
I'm surprised
I thought I had you
memorized.

You stuck to it
didn't give up
I have had it
had enough.

I gave in
crawled away
let the memories
dissipate.

Walk on by
I was replaced
by a ghost
with my face.

Looks like me
talks like me
acts like me
It is me.

You don't know
but I am gone
been this way
for way too long.

back to the hole
from which I came
I'm not afraid
to accept the blame.

I ruined lives
destroyed the peace
No need to worry
I am deceased.