This feeling returns to me,
It binds my heart with chains of ice,
So whatever I say is never nice.
I'm always being mean.
trying to pull away for this,
love,
lost,
a smile,
forgotten.
So I pretend I don't feel
like I'm going to drown,
in my own tears,
every time you are ne'er.
This is a great fear
To see you in love,
just with her.
It makes me sad,
to be mad,
at you.
I don't like to
Stay up and cry
for some one who's mind
I never pass by,
