Im getting closer to heavens doors
im too scared to have my eyes close
the way im falling, is not the way i chose
i was on my knees, and now im on my elbows
no one is here to save me,
its not like what you see in these shows,
someone falling,
and will get saved by some one they know close
i dont have that much time i suppose
i guess this how my luck goes,
not having someone to save me from this mess
when will this mess end? i cant take it anymore
waiting forever,
and getting closer to heavens doors
breathing slower, lightes getting brighter,
its just scaring me because of the way it glows
im remebering how we used to vist the waterfalls,
taking pictures, and enjoying our time being close
sadly this what happens after an over dose
its too late now,
becuae i have entered the heavens doors
