My life is one big contradiction...
im doing somethinq i once said iwould never do.
im living the life i always avoided having.
im making choices that a few months ago would Never cross my mind.
i tell myself to stop one day, the next day im back to where iwas.
i know exactly how to qet out of this,
but im blindfolding myself to avoid getting out.
&this is why isay to you.
my life is one big contradiction.
