I tried to call her back to me
as she walked away
watching her long hair sway
her body mine no more
Our hearts were empty
but our needs were not
though I suppose
it was plenty
She was my strength to carry on
in a place where I don't fit in
where numbers are law
not my strength so raw
Without her to hold me up
im afraid I will just let go
and go back to the things
I used to know
So with this I do declare
I will drop it all
and cut my hair
I strap up my wrist
walk into the lights
because tonight
Tonight is my night
Forget the pain
forget the sorrow
forget it all
leave it for tomorrow
But for just one moment
I can feel alive
until that hook
then that fatal dive
Without her I just cant win.
((Im a boxer thats lately taken an interest in MMA seeing as its the new fighting sport, I dont lose often but every time I think of her I just cant focus ^_^;; Perhaps a new someone will give me reason to try to do well in school.))
