I truly hate my life
what a godforsaken mess
the fact that I'm partly to blame
is something i must confess
but i feel this sudden urge
an urge i want to kill
to take something living
and cause it's blood to spill
by madness i am driving
a madness i can't control
it feeds off my negatives
and increases them ten fold
but if i get the chance
I'll push the feelings down once more
but if it doesn't work this time
I'll release the evil in my core
