She wasn't suppose to be this broken
she wasn't suppose to have all these scars
she wasn't suppose to want to cry every night
she wasn't suppose to be waiting to die
she wasn't suppose to give up everything she had
she wasn't suppose to throw away her dreams
she wasn't suppose to sit all alone
she wasn't suppose to have to figure what everything meant
she wasn't suppose to feel so much pain
she was meant to be perfect not making any mistakes
but every night alone she sat there alone up so late
thinking of how ways she could pretend
pretend as if only she had a good message to send
they thought of her to do no wrong
they were the ones there were wrong along
they didn't understand the way she dealt with her pain
all that was said was oh what a shame
they didn't give her a chance to explain
they thought this was all just some little game
they didn't understand but because they didn't want to
so again up alone in the middle of the night
she thought to herself and whispered real soft, what do i have to do?
