I too sometimes wonder why I am here. What is my purpose. Will anything I have done or will do have any lasting affects on the world?? 25 years after I am gone will anyone other than my immediate family know who i was or what I was about?? I try to think of people who died 25 years ago. I dont really know much about them, so I suppose peoples memory of me will be no different.

Wow, your writing really got my mind working!!! Great job!