Most the time I cannot trust a lot of people.
The only person I can trust is myself.
I seem as an annoyance.
I am so self-centered.
People are there for me; they tell me.
But I ignore it on purpose.
I never want the help or support.
Or it feels like they don't even care at all.
So what happened today?
The normal routine of a new person hating me?
What did I do wrong?
Was it something I said?
Please tell me and I can fix it.
Don't just leave it to rot.
Headaches.
Getting dizzy.
Weak.
Tired.
But I can't sleep.
Just remember,
I love you.