A Big Mistake

All I've been thinking about is cutting,
I know it not away to let the pain go away.
I hurt everyone I love,
And its hard to believe

That it was hard to let everything go,
Its going be a tough time,
Its almost a year since his death,
All I've been thinking is him,

I look at his pictures,
I see his beautiful blue eyes,
It hurts to much,
All I want to do is crawl up in a ball