He's whispering sweet nothings
into my ear,
or it seems like it.
this guy could be the one,
but I'm too damn blind to see it
due to the disbelief I've ended up with
after every single little thing
that broke me inside.
believing is just like falling in love.
blindly jumping into something
that you have no idea is actually real.
you take my hand
and if you had done this a year ago,
I just might've fallen
so deep in love with you.
but I'm not the old me.
I'm the worn out,
drained out,
"forget it I'm out"
type of person now.
and as much as I would want
to fall for you right now,
I just can't come to fully believe
everything you say.
it's not that I don't want to,
it's just that I've been through too much
that I can't just 'believe' anymore.
you tell me that I just need to open my heart,
and to just let love in.
I'm sorry,
I don't know how to.
