The faces she sees in her mind while she sleeps
and the tears that stain her face when she wakes
are not her dreams
What can she do
when the choices she made
were never hers to chose
The smiles she fakes
And the love that she takes
is not what she wanted
The things that stop her heart
are not easy
nor do they make her happy
She doesnt know what shes waiting for
she just knows shes tired
and doesnt wanna wait anymore
her hands are cold
but she doesnt know if she needs someone
warm to hold
The people that knew what she needed
dont know her anymore
And what she once needed now she cant take
Its not her fault shes falling
apart or in love or in grief
but she knows she cant find relief
without closure
