Bad Ghost

I feel like there's a huge gaping hole in between
When all the infinite sadness across is unseen
As big as a star field, I should've seen
All these problems, are going to last a lifetime
Hope sleeps for me

I'm never getting back to you
My ghost from the past haunts my land
Even roaming is banned
Every thought + memory turning to tears
Escaping from my eyes
Furthering my inevitable demise
Crying in emptiness, wanting to feel
Hope fading to hopelessness
With each crashing memory
A little part of me dies
Ghosts never stray
But from me, you may
The bitter sting of lifelessness became too much
So here by my cemetery tree I will be
Forever dead as you can see
For never in your heart, for never I will be
Given a heart that never mends
God, I'm alone again