Ah!... It rained yesterday
Since it rained it's been 3 days
Maybe more
I wrote a song
Played the piano
Lay-ed down
Staring at the table
Bored, that was it
All I am
For who I want to be
Give up a few
I'd be rewarded plenty
Was I to greedy
I lusted for a Entertaining life
My habit's of drama
My close feeling toward people
It was all to real
But I could feel every bit of it
That tangy depression in my stomach
The un-wanting emotion's I would get
The stabbings to my chest
My heart was dead
Little by little my soul would burn
Not to cease it's existence but better to yern
It burned a force of anger
For what I didn't know
Not till it was to late
By the time the truth came to my ears
The young me cried
So from that day on the old me died
That naive sense my useful attempts
Forgotten...
Yes, battered to hard I wasn't even able to see
No more do my actions warrant goodwill
I'm broken
like a rock cut in two
Look inside see the real me it's true
I'm everything I'm not
So I can't complain
I can't be greedy
Why want more than you can grab
Have...
If you can barley see
This is my world
With it's cause for hope's and dreams
But...
I figure I can't be anything If...
Your not here with me... :(
