Lies

What's the point in trying, when i always seem to fall,
Nothing ever goes right, when i give it my all.
What's the point in caring, when they never care about you,
What's the point in trying, when they never try for you.

How can you pretend, when it's so hard not to cry,
When little things remind you, of how much you want to die,
But how can you not, when you see the worried look in their eyes,
You have to smile, and hide behind a disguise.

But what's the point when you can't tell them the truth,
how can you trust them, without any proof,
If you've been lied to before, you know that its true,
Whats to say this friend won't lie to you too.

**Honestly its not very good, but i dont know how else to describe how im feeling :/**