Tell mother that I'm sorry

If you could see me now
looking up into the skies
what is going through my head
all the pain and hurtful lies

The eyes all around me
with hatred in there hearts
tearing at my flesh
with a cold and bitter part

I lived a childhood
of loneliness and despair
all I ever wanted
was for someone to care

My family never knew
the truth behind these walls
I want you to know the real me
my life, did it fall

you didn't see the cuts
over my dead body
the pain no longer hurts me
tell him that I'm sorry

I did the best I could
to live a happy life
talking about the future
and someday be your wife