I gave up on trusting my heart and
have given my head the reigns
my past has broken me into pieces;
fragments of my heart are all that remain.
not enough to give someone;
too much to put on the line.
and while i flirt and wear a smile,
my eyes scream that i'm not fine.
but you're not focused on my eyes.
your mind has wondered in an alluring way.
maybe for the night i can put the pain aside
and become someone a bit risque.
one, two, three, and the shirt comes off.
my brain is in a whirl.
four, five, six; i am here for kicks.
god knows i'm not this girl.
but something in your charm has grabbed me,
you're a drug, and i'm addicted.
no doubt in my mind that im gonna get hurt
but it is nothing less than self-inflicted.
