You hurt my heart. you broke it in two. I tried to repair it but then you did it again. I tried to see all the good that we had done. All the good that i did for you. Then you tell me i'm worthless and a lier. Yes your right. But when i see your face everyday at school, all i want to do is die. Die and wish you had never met me. I wanted to see the good. But all i could see was the hurt. You kept giving me chances. I couldn't improve. I just kept making it worse. Now i wish i could see how much hurt i did to you. Now your showing me how much i hurt you. Your putting it onto me. But you know that i have been through a lot. But yet your still doing it. Hurting my heart. Your able to control me and i just don't know how much i can handle before i snap and cut one more time. You are my friend. but now i have to say good by. Good by as a friend who i cared for and loved so much. Good by to my happiness and wanting to live. Thanks to you. Hope your happy. Because i cant see the light. I cant see how people can like you if you can be so mean and harsh. Oh well now iv been left the last choice. To just die and want to go to hell. See if maybe then and only then you will see how much you hurt me.
