We never change...
The biggest truth is to be revealed.
How all that time it was my feelings I concealed.
But now that you know,
You have let me go.
And this hurts more than you will ever know.
My heart aches all this time
And I feel like I want to die.
The only person worth loving has left me,
there's nothing I can do.
If only I could get into your mind
maybe I would know what's going on this time.
The moment you come back you tell me that you still love her
even after knowing how happy I was to see you
and hold you in my arms and cuddle with you under the hot breath of the sun.
everything is coming undone.
I need you now more than everyone.
I need you right now but
I don't know how I could ever get 'us' back.
If I can only be with you in my dreams, I'll sleep for a lifetime.
And every time I close my eyes I see you.
And when I hug my stuffed animals to keep me sane at night
it just enforces that you aren't here to hold me tight.
I'll never be all right.
You told me that there are 'smarter' guys in college, but there isn't.
If there is any guy that I want, it's you.
You are perfect in all your flaws.
Knowing that we DID have love isn't enough.
I want that love back, now and forever.
The hardest part of living is knowing that my heart
is beating for no reason at all.
I cant do this, I'll never love again
if this is what is going to happen.
There will never be a guy who makes me feel the way you make me feel.
You can tell me that I'll find love, or that it'll happen,
but it has happened (with you) and it can never happen again.
What was perfect under the sun has now come undone.
