Lonely hearted

"i love you"
BUT SURELY YOU AREN'T AWARE,
I KNOW WHO YOU ARE,
BUT YOU DON'T KNOW ME FROM ANYWHERE.

I DON'T WANT TO HOPE ANYMORE,
TO PRETEND TO SEE THE POSITIVE SIDE,
I DON'T WANT TO OPEN CLOSED DOORS,
AND LET MYSELF BE ALONE FOR THE LAST TIME.

BUT, THESE FEELINGS BURDEN ME,
BECAUSE I'M TOO SCARED TO TRY,
SO I DECIDED TO THIS DAY,
TO LET MY HEART RUST,
AND PAINFULLY KISS IT GOODBYE.