I loved you more than words could say
But you never knew I felt this way
Please believe me when I say
I would kill for things not to end this way
I wish we could go back and you could erase the past
This just all happened too suddenly and too fast
I may not show it quite as much as I should
I thought you cared because you said that you would
So open up your heart and let me see inside
I have so many emotions that I just can't hide
I hate you so much
Everything about your touch
The way that you spend hours with your hair
The way you wouldn't hurt me if it was for a dare
I hate the way I don't hate you
And everything you try to do
The way you try to make me feel better
You say that problems will blow over like the weather
How should I believe a word you say?
You still don't understand, not even to this day.