Train Wreck

Sitting in the room
Alone with no one
Hiding out
Trying to stay out of sight
holding unto everything I have

Thinking about him
What would he look like
Would he kiss my Rosie red lips
Would he hold my hands
Would he tell me he loves me
Or would be be nothing but
another train wreck?

Who is he?
Who is he that I am looking for?
I have no idea
I have no glamor in my eyes
I need room to grow
But I am nothing but another train wreck.

I am what I am
no one can change that
I have made plenty of mistakes
I am just another train wreck
I want him
who ever him may be
I want him to help me grow
I want him to hold me and never let go
I want him
who ever him maybe
I don't need another train wreck.

Sitting alone
in the dark
I cannot see If he is coming toward me
What if he walks right past me?
What If I never find him
Who ever him maybe
What if because I am hiding in the darkness
He never finds me
I want him
Who ever him maybe
I don't need another train wreck like me.

I want a guy who can help me out
of this hole in which I have dug .
I want him
and not another train wreck.