It took awhile, but who Rules?

It took me awhile.
It took me awhile to get to this point of longing and loneliness, exceeding the point of my mountain of tears, fallen. I'm closer to this destiny thine willing hands carved instead, but you forgot, I won't push any harder. Sorely, promise me, that this is all just a dream, go to sleep, and dance under the moonlights beam. Falling, falling, falling away from you, your guidelines. I'm standing on a cure, and in that integrity, I hope you conceal your vanity.
I'm sick and tired, of being, sick and tired.