Oh No

I feel like I'm going down
oh no not again
i try my best not to feel this way
but it hits me every time
i promised myself not to cry
so i just deal
while my heart aches
I'm reaching out
for a helping hand
but no one responds
so i just do it on my own
oh no not again
depression creeps upon me
and it grabs me
throwing me into darkness
then I'm blind
i tell myself to be strong
because if i don't
then who will
oh no not again
its 1:04 in the morning
and this is how i feel...