How can you say you know more than me when I learn something new everyday?
I’m sick and tired of people thinking that I am gay.
I love women; I love women so much that it isn’t even funny.
I get shy when I’m around beautiful women because I feel like they are better than me.
Deep down inside though I know nobody is better than me.
I want to get to know Stephanie that works in the back office at the hotel I work at, she is so beautiful.
I heard that she is married though I really need to stay clear of married women.
I got to stop eating so much I’m getting where I can’t breathe.
I eat too much when I feel depressed.
I’m taking my medicine but I just don’t feel right.
I know you can’t feel perfect in this life but people have to feel better than what I’m feeling.
I’ve got to pick back up walking everyday no matter if Luisa goes with me or not.
I probably ought to just leave Luisa alone.
It’s not like she ever wants to talk to me, she never calls me on the phone.
I wish Vanessa and I could go walking more often.
What I want to do is go walking, than work my way up to jogging, and than after that do some running.
I’m not going to walk on rainy, icy, or cold days.
I hope I don’t get Pneumonia this year.
I can’t believe it’s just about the end of the year.
To top that off I still don’t have a girl.
Maybe a girl is just not meant to be in my world.
Or here’s a hint for me, maybe I’m not trying my hardest to get one.
I think women don’t like me because of my scars, my hair, and my missing teeth.
Oh and did I mention no money!
That’s all it seems like a woman is interested in now days.