Lonliness

No one loves me
try to dwindle my love is not easy
fabricate my own house at the side of a tree
all around me are just playing & thats reality

all saying that im not out landish
solitary and solem cuz anguish
be moan all inside my heart & want them to finish
throw me in a crater cuz they are so selfish

struggling in this life that i want to end
what i feel right now is just hackneyed
but sometimes i want to learn
how to love yourself with your own

im always a solilogirl
out cry & saying i want them to die
eyes are so dark that i always cry
and my heart wants to gratify

beneath the green cherry tree
loking at the moon feeling that there's no gravity
walking in the middle of a cemetary
testing if my fate will end because of me

humiliate myself at all
horrify them to hate me as a whole
my life, i think is imperishable
in alienable that to line forever is unbelievable
if God gave me sovereignty
i will kill myself just to be clear
to garnish my life is so gaundy
die alone, feel so guilty...