I Realized

Even though I'm smiling
I'm breaking down inside
I'll laugh the tears away
so the pain i can hide

To watch you walk away
& throw everything we had
Now I'm sitting here wishing
that i can get it back

i wish that you would call right now
I'm staring at my phone
& even though theres people here
i still feel so alone

i can feel the tears
as they start to fall
while i feel like a fool
still waiting for your call

i realized this phone
is never going to ring
& i realized the love we had
never meant a thing

I'll get over you
but it'll take a while
& the next time i see you
I'll pretend to smile