Have you ever been scared,
I mean really scared,
Scared like when you were little,
Looking around your room,
Seeing the dark shadows on your walls,
Hearing those noise,
You know that are coming from under your bed,
But you freeze,
To scared to move,
They could get you if you look away,
So you yell out "mummy",
She comes in with a worried look,
And that second,
That very moment everything is ok,
You know your safe,
Nothing can touch you,
Hurt you,
So slowly, you fall asleep in her arms.
He does the same thing,
Ive never really had anything like that,
Feeling safe from all the monsters,
Id always have one choice, sink or swim,
Thats one way to learn,
Than you start telling people your life,
They look interested at first,
Than horrifed the next,
Than sumpathic,
I look away,
Change the subject,
Learn never to breath a word,
But he doesnt need an excuse to hold me,
Doesnt need tears in my eyes,
Or a yell from down the hallway,
He just knows.
But than one night everything changed,
An Argument,
Ment nothing,
Yet everything at the same time,
I look at him, tears in my eyes,
But he just wouldnt look back,
Wouldnt hold me,
Nothing,
And once again,
I felt like a little child scared of the monsters under her bed,
Not moving,
Not calling for help.
Cause the one that could save her,
Hold her,
Let her fall asleep in his arms,
Just turned and walked away,
He loved her,
But just couldnt do it any more,
He couldnt save her this time,
He didnt have it in him,
So the monsters got her,
They got me.
