Truely Shadows Fall Over Me I Am Sorry

Truly

If you only saw me
The way you wanted to see me
Then you never see me
Truly

If you only judged me
With first impression
Only physical
No exceptions

You could never understand
You would never really see
Who or what really
Is me.

Shadows Fall Over Me

I wish beyond hope
Beyond reality
That maybe despite fate
He'll come back to me

I know in my soul
He will not
But my heart longs for him
It is caught

Needing to let go
To give in
Not knowing how
My heart might mend

I Am Sorry

If he knows me
Like I think he knows me
Then he'll love me
For whatever I might be

But he doesn't love me anymore
So he never knew me
Like I thought he knew me
He never saw what I could see

Please forgive me
For not being what you wanted me to be
I am sorry
I fell in love so deeply

Why am I sorry?
Why am I asking for forgiveness?
If all I was
Was everything I could be?
I'm sorry...