I feel so hazy,
My heart seems lazy.
I want to care about you but am scared,
Should i try even if im dared?
I like you I do,
Are these feelings really true?
I get too close then I run,
This is something I should have never done.
I run to you and I cry,
Yet this is another time I fail to try.
Why do I do this every time?
I should just let our fates intwine.
Every time I start to care,
The feelings that I wish to share.
Instead i start to push you away,
More I lose you day by day.
I sit up late at night all alone,
Wishin it was my heart that I had shown.
Instead I tell you things I do not mean,
Then again I am a childish teen.
I wish to you I could hold on,
Instead my bed lays empty all the way up to dawn.
For once I wish I would let you in,
Instead I keep livin a life full of sin.
For once it would be nice to hold just one,
To have and to hold and to carry our son.
This will never happen as I push you away,
For once I wish that you would just stay.
Sometimes I wonder what I do wrong?
Then I know we still share something strong.
We may never be together so I will never know,
Still the feelings I lack to show.
We push each other away before we get together,
We stand by each other even in lifes worst weathers.
I will always care about you as you do me,
Until the day my heart is set free.
We may never be together this I know,
So from now on its my feelings I will start to show.
I will stop runnin from how I feel,
This is a promise lets make a deal.
