I can't believe this, i refuse to admit
but something in my life, is sadly adrift.
I lost my heart you see, and somehow it hasn't gotten returned to me.
I lost it awhile back, when my life seemed to be on track. He was my friend and ally, i thought he was the best guy.
He took me places and held my hand, told me lies that still withstand. He held my face and kissed my lips, can't believe it was all for kicks.
Its been awhile now, he's moved on with a new girl. She's younger and thin, i guess i just never fit in.
It's sad to say, but it still pains me to this day. Im over this boy, hes in the past. But when i see him, my heart lapse.
It thumps and my skins shutters, can't believe all the memories that mutter.
Over him, the answer is yes. But the pain in my heart continues to progress. " You are something different, you are something true", lies all told by you.
It's ok, im moving on in my own slow way.
Whenever you come to mind, i just look to myself and ask : How can this be?
