I know it's insane to feel this

I know I'm not allowed to feel like this
Its insane really
how I feel right now
i'm not supposed to like you like this
Not that soon, not now
Not when I know you don't feel the same
Not now, not ever
You're really happy with your girl
Who you really like and love
But even though, I know all that
I can't help myself
There is just something about you
I can't explain
A feeling I get when I see you, when we talk
I'm not in love, no that can't be
But I do think I'm starting to really like you more than I should
More than just a friend
I probably will never tell you this and that's ok
I know you're happy
So I won't say

What it is that's driving me insane
There is a special feeling you give me

( not like you love me or that don't worry I'm not reading in to anything, I know you're happy with your girl and I would never come between you 2, I'm happy for the 2 of you )

You're not like anyone I've ever met
Some things you showed me,the things you said
The way you talked about yourself
The way we talked
You made me smile
Even though I don't know all about you
I feel comfortable around you
What usually takes a long time for me to do
But with you somehow everything is different
I felt like that from the first time we spoke
Its strange to explain, I don't know how
I just know that all of this is insane
I know you're happy, and that makes me smile

But why do I still like you in a way I shouldn't
In a way I know you''ll never see me
Its just amazing
It seems you're almost to good to be true
You're sweet, loyal and nice but still there is a little bit of bad boy inside of you
Pfff.....
Well I guess this one is now long enough
Ipfff...t had to say this, right here in my poem
Maybe someday i'll tell you
But for now i'm just happy to be in you're life

Why do you do this to me ?
Why do you make me feel like this?
Why do I even feel this ?
If I had a bad day and I'm pissed or sad
As soon as I see you or speak to you
I seem to forget the anger the worries
Its strange somehow I know

Don't think I'm a stalker or something like that
I'm not
I'm just a girl who knows she feels something she shouldn't
And who just wishes one day she'll be as happy as you are now
And maybe even though she knows it will never happen
She would like to be more to you than just a friend

For now I'll just leave this poem on my pc
But maybe who knows one day
You'll read it and know it's you
If that day comes
Don't blame me for feeling like this
Its you who made me go a bit insane
It's because of who you are
I feel this way
It's the way you make me feel
That made me say
Yes I like you more than you know, and even though I know it will never happen
I still just wanted you to know