As i sit here and write this;
you pop in my mind,
never thought in a million years you would, but you do;
you are what makes me happy.
but I'm learning that you don't need someone to make you happy,
I'm learning that you can't always get what you want, when you want it.
but most of all I'm learning that through the hardships and pain,
i have family and friends that love me, more than i ever thought;
and that they would do anything to see me happy.
I'm learning to keep my head held high, because people would kill to see me fail,
so as each day passes know that I'll think of you ;
but I'm learning to be happy without you.