Would you understand the pain if i spoke,
actually could i even say it without beginning to choke?
I miss the way we used to be,
I miss the way you used to hold me.
I feel empty inside, and there's nothing you can do,
I feel ready to die,and i wake up everyday so blue.
if you could heal my pain, would you do all you could,
it's crazy because you caused it,so really you should.
Would you wipe away the tears,and tell me it'd be okay,
if only i'd let you close,for a minute of the day.
You scare me so much,but i put my love in you,
my heart remains captivated, and the days its not is few.
I count the minutes until we fight,cause i know it'll happen,
i don't want it to,but the anger always begins to tighten.
I can't scream anymore,my lungs can't push that much air,
i look at you and wonder,do you really even care?
I don't want you to leave, but i can't face you to stay,
I feel like running, but i wouldn't be able to keep away.