I don't want to lose you ever

Times they fly but I don't know why,
My heart doesn't let go and feelings don't fly.
Somewhere I'm lost but I know myself I'll find,
Even if no one will be there I won't mind.

Cos I'm trying to start fresh,
Forget everything else and hope for the best.
Love was never for me and it's not something I'll ask for,
But I wanna be someone - not just someone you'll never adore.

I'm trying hard to move on with life,
Find some meaning and end this strife.
I'm trying so hard to make amends,
Change every action and be a good friend.

I just want to be that person that I've always been,
Funny, sweet and caring but never mean.
I just want you to realize that I'm so different from them all,
But when you forge upon my soul to be said I'm just the same - I can't help but fall.

I just want you to know that I'd give up my life for you,
To every dream I have I'd bid adieu.
I just want you to know that no matter how many times you make me cry,
I won't take it to heart cos you're the reason I try.

I want you to know that I'd give everything up just for you,
I'd do it a thousand times without asking anything in return - or for anything new.
I want you to know that if I had a choice to have a million people or just you,
I would choose you above everything and everyone else - and this is true.

I want you to know I'd change myself but you I'd never,
But more than anything else I don't want to lose you ever.