Insanity

Picking at my finger tips pulling at my hair,
looking all around me for anything: it is bare,
the cold is seeping into me i feel it around my heart,
when will this be over: when will my life start,
I'm lost,
I'm confused,
can you even see me,
I'm hurt,
i was used,
when will i be free?
i hear somebody laughing, they're laughing at me,
I'll just sit in silence in my own insanity.