I am.

I am crawling..
crawling in hopes to find something.
something to ease this pain from within.

I am finding...
finding one that'll turn me numb.
numb to the feelings bottled inside.

I am feeling...
feeling broken as my world crashes.
crashes into my shattered heart.

I am breaking...
breaking down a cry..smoking
smoking this crash out.

I am crying...
crying to this song of sorrow
sorrow from this speedy come down.

I am singing...
singing out...pleading to recover.
recover from something so cold.

I am recovering...
recovering slowling from this run.
a run away from all this pain.

I am running...
running back to the crawling.
crawling back to the better me.