Day by day I wonder what keeps me here
I know its not cause I'm happy or because I'm in fear
I am watching my life pass me by
All I can do is ponder as I let out a sigh
Not moving forward, not moving back
Why don't I give my life one more good Wacke
One small thing could make me or break me
One small thing could bind me or set me free
I will take no more pills to fight the sadness
I will do this alone, I will fight my madness
No mom I'm sorry your to late, your help isn't needed
You here at the wrong time, not when my heart bleed ed
I'll to make the present the past
I want bad memories to fade and good ones to last
No more pain is needed inside my stressed out head
I'm full of exhaustion but can't sleep as I lay on my bed
In my totally darkness along with dots of light
I try to over look all the bad and strive for the bright
Every day and each night I will gaze into the sky
But deep down I know I'm letting my entire life slip by
