This sounds stupid
its been 5years
but when i think of you
the pains still there
as if it were only days ago
that you had me tangled up
in your web of lies and games
like a fish caught on a hook
hoping that youd stop
toying with me
the pain is still so raw
i can feel it eating away at me
each time i think of you
its like
shards of glass cutting
deeper and deeper
into my heart
i can only try to describe
what this feels like cos theres
no pain to compare this to
no matter how much i tried
i cant believe its still here
after all this time
when im just starting
to sew the seams of my heart back together
you can guarantee youll show up somwhere
when i see you
my heart beats after you
longing you to come and talk
i must say
you have an amazing power
you can rip my heart out
all over again
just by being
in my thoughts