For so long now
ive wanted you to
say you feel the way i do
ive wanted it soo bad
i even convinced myself
you felt the same way
but deep down
i know you dont
some little things you say
make me wonder though
like the questions ou ask
about us being together
you daydream about me
but wont tell me what about
you say other people think
you like me in that way
your family wanna meet me
when you tell me thigns like that
it used to get m hopes up
but not now
now when you say those things
i try to convince you
its nothing
and you shouldnt think too much into it
i think i do that because
its gonna be easier
for me when you realise
that you dont see me in that way
i curse myself
for even thinking you do
i mean how could you
have feelings for me
i mean come on
everythings so perfect with us
its too good to be true
that you could ever
love me too
