Defeated

If I could just wake up in a world
Filled with love
Filled with you and me
Where only us matter

If you could just hold me now
And tell me things will end well
Even though they're slipping
Through the best of my control

If I could just wake you up
With a morning coffee
In a bed curled up together
Kissing you wordlessly, without care

If I could just fall in love with you again
Like I once did
On the very first time that I saw you
Standing under the blue light of the street

But our love has become a game
With no rules, no bounds
Just tearing apart the pages of our story
Leaving them empty and unwritten

And my life has been falling down
If you count the defeats
You got nothing left on your hands
But the habits I carry on living with