Im sorry

You werent just any lose to me, you were so much more than that.

i dont love like i use to, or care the way i did.
i dont talk about anything, or take anything in.
you broke me down and no ones built me up just yet.

im ashamed in everything ive done since you,
i almost had you back, but i messed up.

im sorry for being on drugs the night you left and the night you came back. im sorry for doing drugs at all. im sorry for ever hurting your feelings. im sorry for putting you down. im sorry for all the fights. im sorry for walking away on you all those nights. im sorry for every cold night we've spent outside. im sorry for hurting your back. im sorry for the nights ive kept you up when you needed sleep. im sorry for the nights i turned my back on you when you did nothing wrong. im sorry for pushing you away.

im sorry i wasnt their when you needed me most. im sorry for not telling you i loved you every second i could. im sorry for not doing everything that i could to make us work. and mostly im sorry for having to be sorry for anything ive done because you didnt deserve it. your everything i want and love and im sorry for not being more. .

iloveyou, more than all the numbers in the world.
(dont forget me)