Why Did I Trust Him?

Why did I have to be born?
Is there a purpose to my laugh?
Why must I have agony thrust upon me?
Is there a reason for me to stay alive?
I have been consumed by sorrow,
my heart has been filled with grief.
I dread waking up tomorrow,
Wanting death that will bring relief.
The pain that is making me feel hollow,
it is tearing me apart.
Why did I have to fall in love?
Why did I trust him with my heart?